Over the last few days I have felt a sense of unease. As I tried to identify the issue I thought about several things, and after 2-3 days I have come to some replies.
Walk away from your crutches, even if its your Very Best friend
I am fortunate enough to have a great companion in San Diego. However, it is important that you be aware of when you have to walk your path. Often times, we lean on the shoulders of others, and in the process, forget to learn that which we ought to learn how to do ourselves. For example, I'm constantly hanging out together with himand we play video games. This is great fun, but lately after our LA trip I've felt a feeling of waste after playing games. I uninstalled my Heroes of the Storm bnet accounts and now I have far more free time in my hands. So the lesson is, find out when you have to develop your strength, and also have the guts to walk away from the best friend. He/she will know, that you will need the time to yourself to develop inner strength.
I have also discovered that my daytime pick up abilities are better, and that I tend to do much better on my own. Sometimes, you need to go out there and see the world for yourself, rather than resenting others for"holding you back", when in actuality, you are the one that's doing it!
Viewing the silver lining in all
As a child, I used to think that when I'm studying the piano at the day, all of the other children are out there playing at the golden sunset! No! I felt a feeling of loss! Yet, nowadays, I am grateful on some nights when I could just be at work and work to my heart content. No family, no friends bugging me, nothing. Just me and my work. Sometimes I might feel like that is lonely and perhaps it is, but that is how it is for now, and I've learned to view it as a blessing, I get to hangout with my friends once I want to, and have my own time without being stressed by work or personal obligations.
Being trendy with no"trying"
I've leverage the capability to be present thanks to Ekhart Tolle and I've discovered that when I'm relaxed and unstressed, I have a open vibe. People today talk to me. "What is that you're buying?" "Hey this elevator is slow huh?" I think that on weekdays, since so many people are worried, an unstressed, open energy contrasts nicely in contrast to all of the pent up energy that people see everyday. I am fortunate enough to have financial freedom at this stage in my entire life, and that I shall continue to channel a cool, open vibe, even if I am working hard at work. When we judge others, in certain ways we're also coping with our own demons. Your presence of light is sufficient -- which alone can sustain you and add love to the world. Sometimes our self gets in the way, and we out of the flicker and magnificent of what's already there to begin with.
Strive for the best, judgement free po czym poznać że podobam się dziewczynie of others I understood this is the incorrect way to examine the entire world. Everybody is on their own journey. In a lot of ways, my negativity towards them was really at myself -- at my own inability to make things function. I must have sought out aid earlier, or acknowledged that I needed to meet new people, rather than resenting my pals. You can not always change somebody, however you can always adore them.
It's okay to be an asshole, sometimes our mistakes teach us the way to arrive at the Ideal solution Or reach a point of acceptance, I needed to undergo pain. The pain makes it possible to get to a point (ideally ) of throwing off the bags of the ego.
Intimate relationships, savor all the life has to offer. Drink from the fountain
While I used to select the hottest girls, I now want the deepest connections in every area of my life. Am I still drawn to beautiful ladies? Absolutely. But my fascination now is more than only a physical one. I find myself losing charm for superficial beauty, and much more in tune with inner beauty.
I'm still attracted sexually to shallow beauty, but in terms of my connections and an-ongoing kind of scenario, I see myself valuing a beautiful woman who has great inner qualities too.